Activist, who me?

Catie Gould is a BikePortland contributor and co-chair of Bike Loud PDX.
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Activist is a loaded word.

For years, when someone would call me an activist, I just shrugged it off. “I just go to a lot of public meetings,” I’d say. The word seemed too big for me. I was just interested in a few local projects and occasionally asked a hard question. Even after I went from attending rallies to organizing and speaking at them, the word still felt uncomfortable. Advocate, yes. That feels better. I could agree that most of my comments advocate for something. But activists? They are subject-matter experts, lead movements, build coalitions. I just wanted to go to a few meetings to channel my frustrations and hopes into a place where it might matter. Isn’t that what we’re all doing?

My reaction to being labeled didn’t come out of nowhere. The media reinforces the idea that activists are special interest groups more akin to lobbyists than more benevolent neighbors or community members. Who is a neighbor and who is an activist depends on where you stand. Recent local media coverage of a road diet on NE Glisan Road described critics of the project as “neighbors” and “residents”. The only supporting voice came from a staffer of The Street Trust, a professional advocacy organization. An Oregon Public Broadcasting report on an I-5 Rose Quarter project public hearing used the word “opponents” eight times and “neighbor” only once to describe those who testified against the project.

Part of the issue is that transportation activism can be very wonky (wonk, noun: a person who takes an excessive interest in minor details of political policy). There’s a steep learning curve, where technical knowledge of rules and manuals are seemingly required to make a good case to the city. In my own dive into advocacy I spent years reading books, news articles, and planning manuals. I didn’t feel like I’d be qualified to speak up otherwise.

Recently I’ve heard shifts in language that push back against the idea that activists are passionate experts — particularly in the climate change space. It was on display at the September hearing of the U.S. House Committee on Climate Crisis. Some of the youth panelists described themselves as activists, but Greta Thunberg stated plainly, “I don’t want you to listen to me. I want you to listen to the scientists.” Instead of writing her own testimony, she submitted the October 2018 Intergovernmental Panel on Climate Change (IPCC) Report. It felt revolutionary and obvious that a teenager shouldn’t have to be an expert in specific policy solutions.

This shift in language is happening locally too. At a recent Metro T2020 Task Force meeting, Isabella Esbeck, a junior in high school said, “I should not be spending my Wednesday evening testifying in front of you. I should be studying for my math test, playing sports, and hanging out with my friends.” Her words were relatable to me on an emotional level. Like Isabella, I would rather be doing something else (like watercolor painting) if only I felt our government could handle things on their own.

So what is the role of activists? And should we try to fight the label or embrace it? I propose both.

I want the word to feel like it belongs to all of us. You don’t need a PhD in traffic engineering or a 50-point plan to begin. I want you to feel in your bones, whether you’ve attended one or one-hundred public hearings, that you are a valid and important part of this movement. (I wish I could take back all the times I didn’t raise my voice because I didn’t feel qualified enough to speak up.)

If caring about the future labels you an activist, then maybe we’re all guilty. We need to do this work while fighting back against the idea that activists are a group of people separate from the rest of the public. We are neighbors, community members, residents, concerned citizens, humans, family. Let’s build a tent big enough for everyone.

Related reading: I am not a bus advocate, by Jarrett Walker.

— Catie Gould, @Citizen_Cate on Twitter
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